Riley Boyd ::
This little boy is more wild than any soul I have met. He likes to go go go. He is also VERY determined on what he wants, and if he doesn't get it he will throw a tantrum. The things that make it so worth it are when he comes up and says "hiiiii" and waves! He also loves to call me boooooo to get my attention. He loves to run around and play like crazy. Been loving to snuggle me. Loves his mimi and baba!
Braelyn Sara ::
Smart as a whip. Lately had a 6 year old attitude but she def is very smart! She knows how to try and convince her grandma to buy her things. She will snuggle up to me. Most easy going kid you will ever meet. She also is soooo good at gym and cheer. Makes my heart soooo happy. She also will help clean, loves her YouTube videos, and will talk to me about just anything!
Reynold Boyd ::
2009 was the year I met the only person that could change my life forever. The way he looks at me and will do anything for me no matter what. The few things that have made me keep falling hard for him and things I will never forget. 2010 hit and I went shopping with Lindsi. She bought the most perfect wallet known to humans. When she was bored with it 6 months later he worked out a deal with her and bought it for me. I think I could cry just thinking about it. 2016 was a little rough with a new little boy that was always fussy and on the go (some adjusting for me) and one day ren put a note in my car with a $10 bill and said go to sodavine and have fun. Game changer. 2010 I wanted a ring so bad that when we were shopping and found one he asked me if I loved it and bought it for me. 2015 he walked in and bought a camera for me. The dream camera any girl could ask for. His goals, they are to always try and make me happy. And sure enough he most def tries and succeeds (most of the time 😉) he gets up and goes to work EVERY DAY even if he is tired or just wants a day off. Fall of 2015 he would take me to breakfast at the farmers bakery 😍 weekly now he will take me to breakfast at wingers. He literally has changed my life and I don't think I could have married anyone else.
Rings:: I'm obsessed with them and would almost do anything for 12 wedding rings to have in a line and pick out what I feel that day. Although, bless his heart, ren looks at it completely different and I honestly understand where he is coming from. But because he loves me so much he is so willing to continue to look at things with me and continue to buy some for me and STILL continue to look at them with me. It makes me feel soooo guilty but so happy he is willing to do it.
I wanted a home soooo bad, he did it. I wanted a bedroom set, he did it. I wanted new clothes, I got it. I wanted another kid, I got it. I wanted tanning, eyelash extensions, hair extensions, I got them. Date nights (expensive ones to red lobster) and I get them. Literally my ongoing wishlists he is constantly crossing things off. The way he looks at me or is soooo easy to give into me some days just literally melts my heart and makes things all worth it. I truly don't believe there is another soul on this planet that could ever make me this happy.
Him and I have somewhat talked about it, but our first year together I'm so sure he was a little..... self conscious (if that's the word) for him. I felt like he questioned a little if I loved him and would pick him. I hope after 7 years of being together 😍😍 that I have shown him this. Not just because he buys me stuff. But because he can put me in a good no matter what. If I am pissed, he KNOWS he can put on the nennie charm and put me in a good mood. No one else would EVER be able to put on that charm! The way he dances. The multiple times he tells me how pretty I am (even though I just can't believe it). The way his son looks just like him. The fact that his mind is 100% on having fun. The way he listens to me. Gaaaa I literally feel like a high school girl loving him all over again. And the call it cheesy part.... but the way he has blue eyes and the blondish hair 😍 the way he looks when he puts on nice pants and a newer shirt 😍😍 ahhh when he puts on church clothes that are clean and good looking. My heart literally melts because of how hot he is. How tall and tan and skinny he is. I don't wanna guy that has more pushing for the cushion....
A little back story to write down so I remember it.
I LOVE to talk about feelings and drama and goodness. BUT I don't do good talking and showing all the goodness I am feeling. It makes me feel vulnerable and like I can't ever get frustrated because I feel so good. So I push those feelings aside and have to just focus on "I love him butttttttt" there is always a but. Almost like I can't enjoy what he does because I have to think about shoot is jr sleeping too long, is Brae sick, is she up in time for school, is her homework packed, does bubbas need a diaper change. Almost like there is always something to worry about.
I truly need to learn how to just let go and get back to enjoying them. Because I let my mind run too much to do so.
I also don't love to talk about feelings to tell Rennie everything that he means to me. I feel like there is too much to say hat I lose count, and it gets awkward for me. I don't know why and need to work on changing it. I don't tell him enough that his butt is nice. His abs. The most attractive thing to me (besides his face) is those arms 😍 especially when they flex a little 😍😍 he truly is the best thing that has ever happened to me. 9-21-10 ❤️❤️❤️
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